Stalker

I'm afraid promise! Someone has been stalking me thru text messages and he scares the hell out of me. He's weird. Sobrang nakakatakot.

He's been like this for years but not as kulit as he is now. I hope he'll stop texting me, PLEASE!!!

I often tell my family and friends that if something bad ever happens to me, he's the number 1 suspect. I'm sure about that.

So please, stop bugging me! utang na loob!

Carrots, Eggs, & Coffee

A very inspiring story :)

A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again.

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up, She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, ' Tell me what you see.'

'Carrots, eggs, and coffee,' she replied..

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg.

Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, 'What does it mean, mother?'

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through th e boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.

'Which are you?' she asked her daughter. 'When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.

Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Still on MJ

Just wondering. I love MJ so much but I can't help but think if he ever thought about his children when he was busy taking all those dangerous drugs.

Personally, I believe that parents should think twice about their actions because the consequences are definitely going to have an effect on their children. We all have our issues in life, but maybe it's just fair for your children (whom you brought into life)that you weigh things first before you engage into anything that's unsafe and life-threatening. They deserve that.

I can't blame him though. He may have very serious problems that's been bugging him for years. And I can only hope and pray that he's at peace now and that his children will be taken good care of :)

I still love you MJ!!! :)

less fat! lol!

I LOST 15 LBS ALREADY!

Y A H O O O O O O O O O!!!!!!!!

Kaya ko yan, 10 more lbs to lose :) :) :)

Yoville

I just re-arranged my apartment in Yoville. Ganda sobra! (atleast to me).

This is my living room.



See my yorkie dog? I named her Chin :)

My kitchen



My bedroom's not finished yet so I'd rather not post it. I also have a trailer but I only managed to decorate the garden:) I have to earn more yocoins to buy all the furniture that I want :)



Saya saya!

MJ

CHILDHOOD

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart...
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities...
'Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me...

People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things...
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates and adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?
People say I'm strange that way
'Cause I love such elementary things,
It's been my fate to compensate,
For the Childhood I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I've had

Have you seen my Childhood....


I can't get over Michael Jackson :( I still can't believe it.

He was a great artist with a kind heart. He was a gift to all of us.

His song "Childhood" says everything about him. And I feel for him...

John 8:7
And as they continued to ask him, he stood up and said to them, “Let him who is without sin among you be the first to throw a stone at her.”